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February 12, 2007 @ 3:13 pm
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With the absence of eye, I can start to bleed again...
With the color of hearts it seems like you wear right thin
And as it falls from your mouth, it seems like you
needed it more
Well I can still ask for more, I will still ask for more...
Get the fuck out.
Stay the fuck out.
It makes me sick
(I'm alright...)
Slit wrist theory, stains us all.
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February 11, 2007 @ 10:35 pm
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INSTRUCTIONS:
01. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me" or something of the sort.
02. I respond by asking you five questions of a very intimate and creepily personal nature. Or not so creepy/personal.
03. You WILL update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
04. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the post.
05. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) veekayisneato interviewed me.
1. when you look at a person, what's the first thing you notice?
ooh. um. probably what they're wearing, and general appearance. and with guys, i notice hair, eyes, and of recent times, a smile that makes me go all funny.
2. what is your favourite place to be? why?
with my friends, wherever that may be, probably in a nice pub or something. and in bed is good. that sounds dirty... >.< i mean on my own. well...ha.
3. when you are about to sleep; is there any position you like to be in?
i like to lay half on my front, with one hand under the pillow.
4. do you ever just stop what you're doing and day dream?
all the time! it's a great way of passing the time, and gets me in trouble sometimes!
5. what's your worst habit?
boys? haha. um. no. not putting things away properly, is that a habit?
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February 01, 2007 @ 9:35 pm
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proper happy =]
i have a conditional offer for the university of west england =D as well as my one for bath spa
i kinda need to go visit them, methinks. =]
i'd die to go to uwe, it looks awesome.
i need to get 280-320 points. i think i need to start working my ass off...
and yay for hot boys, yep.
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| Attack. |
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January 16, 2007 @ 8:29 pm
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Daphne Loves Derby |
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=] I got an offer for Bath Spa Uni! =]
So yeah, turns out I should have gone in to work yesterday. Fuckkk. I got a call today and got a bit told off. I get the feeling I'm gonna have to have a lovely disciplinary, fun. And I'll probably get sacked. Which means it'll be hard to get another job...
I feel okay, ish, at the moment though.
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| Trashed And Scattered |
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January 09, 2007 @ 12:35 am
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So I'm talking to Stevey on MSN...
[milly-rose] and i would have stayed up with you all night. had i known how to save a life. says:
i might actually have a big hairy mancock.
[milly-rose] and i would have stayed up with you all night. had i known how to save a life. says:
wobbling between my thighs.
[milly-rose] and i would have stayed up with you all night. had i known how to save a life. says:
they should make special laptops for the well endowed man, with a hole in the centre
I worry about me sometimes.
I hate, hate HATE being ill. Gahhh.
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| We Are No-One. |
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January 04, 2007 @ 9:28 pm
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Okay, everyone seems to be doing this.
Post an anonymous comment to this entry, saying anything you want. Could be about me, could be a secret you just need to tell, whatever. Just do it.
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| For some reason... |
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January 04, 2007 @ 9:19 pm
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My entries aren't showing up on peoples friends pages =/
And, unrelatedly, I haven't been this scared in a long time...
Of a few things.
Mainly. Failing. I've never been scared of failing this badly.
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| Temptation Waits. |
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December 31, 2006 @ 5:31 pm
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(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)
| ✓ I miss somebody right now. (i miss quite a few people!) |
✓ I don't watch much TV these days. (buffy dvds all the way...) |
✓ I own lots of books. (but only the best ones get to go on my bookshelf.) |
| ✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses. |
× I love to play video games. |
✓ I've tried marijuana. |
| ✓ I've watched porn movies. (mr beaver. legendary.) |
× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (i've HAD a psycho ex...) |
✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy. (note the use of usually.) |
| × I curse sometimes. (i decided i shouldnt tick this, as its less 'sometimes' and more 'all the times') |
✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. (a hell of a lot.) |
× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. |
( it goes on... )
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| Christmassss! =] |
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December 25, 2006 @ 12:52 pm
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Happy Christmasssss! =D
Wow. I got a fucking laptop!!! And we're getting wireless internettage, so in a few days hopefully I will be blogging at you all straight from my lovely comfy bed.
Thanks have to go to my Grandad. Even though he can't be here. I had £100 for him from Xmas, and I'm putting some of that towards a tattoo...he had loads, so in a way, its something to remember him by.
<3 May angels lead you in.
As well as my SEXY laptop, I also had some skull pyjamas, skull shoes, a Lowlife vest, an Alkaline Trio Heartskull watch, some Anna Sui perfume, some Lush stuff, snazzy hair serum, lots of socks and pants, a book that looks REALLY good (Belle De Jour - The Intimate Adventures Of A London Call Girl), and general smellies and stuffs. And moneys =]
YOU'RE A BUM, YOU'RE A PUNK! YOU'RE AN OLD SLUT ON JUNK!
You scumbag, you maggot, you cheap lousy faggot!
Sounds like Xmas at my house, haha.
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| Stolen from Kate =] |
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December 22, 2006 @ 8:15 pm
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Step 1: Put your iTunes or equivalent on random.
Step 2: Pick your favorite lines from the first 15 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Comment with song title and artist.
Step 4: Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 5: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!
1. - I collect the tears, fallen from even the hardest of eyes? I just can't realise the pain and the lies, it's all inside...
2. - Nothing was supposed to hurt like this....
3. - You do something to me that I can't explain....so would I be out of line if I said......
4. - I never thought we'd make it out alive, I never told you but it's all in your goodbyes.
5. - Scream at me until my ears bleed, I'm taking heed just for you
6. - I can't go back now, waking up is knowing who you really are.
7. - I'm so dirty babe...
8. - Sick and weak from my condition, this lust, this vampyric addiction.
9. - And I guess it doesn't matter what I am or pretend to be, cause it's her you'll always love and it's her I'll always envy.
10. - You saw me mourning my love for you, and touched my hand...I knew you loved me then.
11. - Born innocent, but something had to give. Exploitation, erotica and horror...
12. - Now that it's over you can't hurt me, now that it's over you can't bring me down.
13. - Love songs suck and fairy tales aren’t true, and happy ending Hollywood is not for me and you.
14. - Today I'm drawing circles, in my memory, in the pages of my life...
15. - And there was never any place, for someone like me, to be totally happy.
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| Japanese Gum. |
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December 10, 2006 @ 9:49 pm
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It's not like I'm a slut
Or that I really like to fuck
I just want every boy I see
To walk away with part of me
Until there's nothing left to hold
Until there's nothing left to hate
I appreciate your help
But even you can't save me from myself
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November 20, 2006 @ 9:48 pm
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No relevance to anything really. I forgot how awesome this song is.
Keep on writing you're just raping yourself (nothing can take my mind away from them)
Don't you ask about me, ask 'bout somebody else (Once I've fallen there's many stories to tell)
I can feel it, won't embrace it, it's overwhelming how far you take it (Stuck in a state of questioning)
And don't you tell me you know we're destined, you won't convince me, I won't listen (Resentment building, you've put our lives on hold)
Trashed and scattered again, I'm feelin' so low
You waste your breath while fuckin' with me, my blood is so cold
My destination always unknown, I'll find my way there
But you goddamn motherfuckers always wasting my time
I won't be the victim, but the first to cast a stone
Sedated nights to the bar room fights as metropolis takes its toll
And don't you try to stop me, it's a place you'll never know
Don't try to judge or take shots at me, I'll never let you seize control
Play your game and walk away, your integrity don't mean shit
Crawl on me you fucking parasite, and I'm gonna take you out
Label me, that's fine, I'll be somebody else (Nothing in front of me but holes ahead)
Lie about my life, have a story to tell (Lights went down, was on the edge and I fell)
Oh you're so insightful, let me remind you to twist and break me, should make you worried (Long way to go and you're right there)
Two-faced liar, don't try and know me, deceit brings fire, makes sure you can't breathe (Pick at pieces of my body below)
I never bothered with all the rumors, too much garbage (all the same)
(I know my destination)
I'll stand right here, come on you falsehood deceitful liar (There's no shame)
Don't ever take my side, I know you're never right, I'll justify the means (Nothing's what it seems)
I'll stand around and fight, but there's no point tonight, been chained to this machine
Trashed and scattered again, I'm feelin' so low
You waste your breath while fuckin' with me, my blood is so cold
My destination's always unknown, I'll find my way there
but goddamn imposter are you out of your mind?
I walk down these roads alone and now you're seen here
My feelings that I'm having towards you are perfectly clear (I control this ride)
My devils appetite is tonight and now I'm alright
But you goddamn motherfuckers always wasting my time
Play your game and walk away, your integrity don't mean shit
Crawl on me you fucking parasite, and I'm gonna take you out
I won't be the victim, but the first to cast a stone
Sedated nights to the bar room fights as metropolis takes its toll
And don't you try to stop me, it's a place you'll never know
Don't try to judge or take shots at me, I'll never let you seize control
Don't try and get the best of me (No one can help but your own self)
City makes my body ache (Lonely, don't try and prey on me)
I feel your world dying, no more use in trying.
And my body's trashed and low, but to you I'll never show myself or what's inside
And I've seen it all before but I'll settle the score, I'll never join your side
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| Stand In The Street, Yell Out My Heart. |
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November 20, 2006 @ 11:42 am
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Procrastination, how I love thee. I'm in my I.T class and this site's about the only one I can actually get on. I'm halfway through my lovely essay that I was gonna do yesterday but, er. Didn't.
I'm still spazzing, a little. But I'm okay.
I have a tutorial later, but it means I get to get the one train home. Then I get to go to work at four. Yay. Not. Monday nights at work suck.
Twenty minutes to go...ugh.
I need the pub, please.
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November 18, 2006 @ 2:25 pm
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Leaving parties early SUCKS.
Damn vile work.
Phrase of the night? 'I'm slightly sober!!!'
And.
milly rose. [disenchanted] it's the final kiss from a lover's fist. [it's all in your goodbyes] says:
my ear is fat and holy,
Lucifer and Mojo (in spirit) | All I know is ball, and good.....and RAPE says:
that sounds like a shakira lyric.
I'm gonna post the entire conversation when I have time...it was awesome.
Off to le city now =]
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| I'm Due For A Miracle. |
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November 14, 2006 @ 9:45 pm
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Thrice |
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I couldn't get up til 1 today.
No, not DIDN'T. Couldn't. Gotta love manic depressive chick.
But I feel a bit better now.
I'll be there when your heart stops beating
I'll be there when your last breath is taken away
In the dark when theres no one listening
In the times when we both get carried away
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| Count Your Fucking Blessings |
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November 03, 2006 @ 1:16 pm
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Bring Me The Horizon |
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Ahhh. Bring Me The Horizon last night. Muchos fun. Saw some cool people, James, Stevey, John, and a certainpersonwhowillremainnameless and I think I saw the banana I kissed at Halloween. Haha.
Driving test in like, 2 hours.
Eep.
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